Friday, April 30, 2010

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Saturday, April 24, 2010

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I hate how there are some things I keep from you now
But it's all good and paradoxical
Like everything else in our world.

It seems to me that everything good has a bad side, and vice versa. Triage - to save those people, paramedics will leave the others until last. Schools - they educate us, teaching us skills and values, and they dehumanise us just that little bit with institututionalisation and identification based on a sequence of digits.Even Hitler's extermination camps, manifestations of human evil, help us in bringing to light and really teaching us caution and tolerance - the intensity of the suffering gave the lesson its power.




(My legs hurt! Double lightsabers own, Space Marines are tank, I had cold pasta yesteerday for lunch and they will not control us, we will be victorious.)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Paradoxes

I have James' phone. I didn't bring my phone today, and so I was borrowing Simon's phone after school to tell James when I realised that I still had it.
"Hayyyy Simon can I use your phone?"
"Why?"
"I need to tell James that I have his...
Wait...
Nevermind."

Seeing as he can't really pick up his phone as I had it. gglol



Today must have been such a screwed-up day for Romesh. Being happy but being forced to super-lie.


Happy with fizz results, nervous about chem results which haven't come back. Maths... was dissapointing, I'll try hader next time - average for 2U, slightly above average for 3U. VH beat me in 3U =S
These tests were the first set of exams where I actually "scabbed marks". Because taking a mark off because I apparently didn't write something when I did is sort of weird. And taking two marks off me for the same mistake that they took one mark off someone else is also sort of weird. Oh well. Still aiming for state rankings in fizz! I'll need luck and lots of work.


Now
Cadets!
This time it was super tiring. To be honest I half didn't want to be in Anzac parade, but that wouldn't be good. The drum corps were slightly dodgy. But seeing as they were junior kids, they did quite a good job (Y). The colonel guy is (Y)(Y)(Y) - he didn't walk around all the ranks, and actually gave us praise.


MR CHANDRA HANDA HAS LEFT
I'm actually quite sad. Romesh would be jumping. Nik would be swearing.
I'm not saying he's a flawless teacher - he's, to be frank, quite unpredictable and hiprocritical with the flamings and the late marking, and the sometimes confusing marking.
But, that aside,
You can't deny that he is an awesome teacher. For me, he's taught me to analyse in depth and even enjoy essay writing somewhat when I have my own argument to convey. I guess the most memorable part of him was inspiration, in that sense.

Well Miss Barnette has quite a large pair of polished, black leather shoes to fill. The iconic man of ultimatum.

Saturday, April 10, 2010

Timeless?

"Because he has loved Me, therefore I will deliver him; I will set him securely on high, because he has known My name"

"Because you love me, I will rescue you. I will protect you because you know my name."

(Psalms 91:14)

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Myers-Briggs

So I had this, shall I say, quite eventful conversation on the bus home from SUPERFUNHAPPYTUESDAY@macq, with none other than the great evil mastermind, Henry Su. Actually not a great evil mastermind, but an undetectible evil force Henry Su.

We were talking about the movie How To Train Your Dragon, and somehow it got to an argument that raged over the battlefields of such topics, starting with a discussion of what is considred good and what is bad.

Firstly, if Henry assassinated someone important, such as Einstein, would he have done a good thing? From a logical and Henry point of view he would have saved around 200,000 people from instant death or leukemia by eliminating the Nagasaki and Hiroshima devastation. However how many more people would he have condemned to death by removing the primary means of producing radioisotopes for use in medicine to detect cancers etc (yes, freaking POM chem lol), the nuclear reactor, by delaying scientific progress?

Then, to him, it would be to the benefit of mankind if we removed or did not bother about all the poverty-striken, the chronically or terminally sick, the disadvantaged. It would increase living standards for everyone else significantly. Genetic disorders would all but perish, millions gone into foreign aid and charity can be instead used to boost the healthy economies, corrupt and dysfunctional governments would collapse. He woud rather, in his words, "give a hundred dollars to one person than split it among a hundred people".  However in my view, the opportunity cost of that would be enormous- that is, what, at least 30% of the world's population gone. Take for example Nikola Tesla, who came from a Croatian (formerly Imperial Austrian) village with a population of around 400, who went on to change the world; or even e.g. Tsiolkovsky, without whose multi-stage rockets our understandign of space, gravity, etc. would be agreatly hindered (too much physics); or even Obama, whose peternal grandfather was even imprisoned and tortured - all of whom that would have been not given a chance to change the world if we simply ignored them and "lived and let die". Besides, it is just not right to not offer help. Humans are a social being,and this is, in my view, the main reason for our success as a species- we rely upon each other. But does not that priviledge also come with a responsibility to look after our fellow humans? It is just not a good thing to do.

Then what is a good thing? What makes a good person not a bad person? Henry argues that we are all bad people in that we either would help others, but only if we would not be compromised ourselves to a large extent, or we will simply ignore others - in essence, we are self-centered. All the "good" things, all the beneficial things to society (as we settled on our definition of a "good" thing), were done out of self-interest, for example to advance in one's career or to gain publicity. I disagree with that in that the world cannot be such a programmed, unfeeling, Matrix-style place that all actions are calculated - humans will certainly do things out of sympathy, go out of their way for love, self-sacrifice so that others may live happier lives. For ancient history people, Leonidas did not die for glory, his main motive was to buy time for the Greeks to assemble to meet the Persian army. For the modern historians, Mandela and Ghandi certainly endure their hardships so that they may have the chance to become famous. Even the fact that society is built such that, outside of crime, to advance an individual's standing in the world will require them to first advance society as a whole, whether it be through leadership, economics, science, or simply labour.

We both agree that no one is purely good - of course we all have "[our] own vampire, [our] own spirit let loose from the grave" in us, as Shelley (too much English!) points out, and the Bible reminds us. As Atwood says, we can almost use a grid, where there are those who do "good things for good reasons", "good things for bad reasons", "bad things for good reasons" and "bad things for bad reasons", and I agree with her in that the truly bad person is the lattermost of the four. While no one is perfect, the only "bad" people are those who do detrimental things to society (e.g. assassination, crime, enforce corrupt economic policies, cheat on partners), only out of selfishness, I believe is the only "bad" reason to do something.

Therefore while I cannot find logical faults with Henry's Malthusian perception of good and evil, I feel that it is often ethically and morally wrong, (and we Bladenstein/Frankenrunner people know all about moral responsibility, lol), but some of it does make sense.